
It is very dangerous to get tempted by laziness. Nobody is actually checking what I am doing and everybody is too busy to notice. Also I started to notice that since I am not employed I tend to do things much slower than I usually do. Fulfilling of a certain task is not that important for me anymore, since I have so much time, why not to rest now and think about the tomorrow tomorrow?
I have bought dairy to help myself organize time. I write in it things that require my attention, trying not forget every sphere of my life. It is helping more or less but I always have to add extra effort to actually do something. My husband sometimes likes to call me during the day and say 10000 tasks that I need to do right now... It is not usually working with me. Since I also have my schedule. Yes, I do things slower, yes, I don’t do some of the things at time... But I am a busy person at what ever I do (even if it is simply watching TV).
Even though it is so nice to be lazy at least for a while, it is important to make efforts. Just start doing things, stop thinking or hesitating. Because you have a certain goal to achieve (get job, new education, start your business). It is worth of trying! It is hard to choose road but much harder to make a first step. I notice that as soon as I start moving (in any direction I choose for now) I will come at the end of the day to the result I was looking for. It is much nicer to go and try so when the night comes you don’t have to face feeling of emptiness and not fulfilment after lazy and busy with nothing day.




