Couple years ago my husband and I migrated from Ukraine to start “new” life in Ireland. I really like this country. However it is extremely small!!!!! It is tremendously hard to find job (one thing is crisis, the other thing is lack of companies with job opportunities)… I was very depressed and the fact of not having job I like to have made me depressed even more.
It is strange how past sometime can hold us in its mighty and tightly hands:) Without realizing it I was mourning about coming back to life I had…. I was very unhappy with current situation and really wanted to change. However, all those small splashes of outrageous and attempts I was doing could not save day and change my situation immediately. I believe more serious efforts were/are required. Things have to change completely and now it is time to do it step by step from the beginning….again….
I suppose what I didn’t realize before was- I already had my past, I took all the best I could from it and now it is time to move on. Path to this unknown and mysterious world turned up to be enormously hard. Specially at the early stages of acceptance :)
Having outstanding experience in past and not that great now may actually create some sort of loop. It is like smocking addiction- it is much easier to complain rather then do something.
Well, here I am again, starting it again all over from the beginning. I will try my best this time to get it through and find job I will be proud of, will love it, and that will give me constant growth, development and challenges. It will take lots of time (as I know now, things don’t happen over night, unfortunately) I will keep this blog updated with all my efforts and examples of other people.
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